Death

Sometimes living feels tedious and difficult. There's a common misconception that giving up on life means a person wants to die.

I do not know what it will be like no to be anymore. However, guess what? If I am not around to tell the difference, do I really care? Being dead is only a problem if you know you're dead, which you never do, because you're dead

Because of my sins I was handed over to die. Sin brought death to me.

No one can keep himself from dying or put off the day of his death.

I don’t fear death as much as I fear its prologues:

loneliness, decrepitude, pain, debilitation, depression, senility. 

I did not fear death. I stepped in its path, but without really desiring it.

Sometimes the resolution to face death, gives the courage to face life...

Life cannot give itself to you if you do not understand death. You must do more than understand it. You must love it, even as you love life. When you understand that death, too, is an illusion.

Do the thing you fear and the death of fear is certain.

We live in a dynamic universe where life, not death, is the basic principle

Odd, is not that the closer one's get to death the more one understanding the nature of time? It doesn't exist. Not really. It is like a wheel that resolves constantly. What happened twenty years ago is no less clear than what transpired two minutes ago. Moreover, what happened twenty years ago - forty- is just as clear. They are all on the wheel, you see, and it keeps revolving. 

I wish( confirmed) there was a nicer way to say this, but I don’t always want to be alive. Right now, I don’t actively want to kill myself — I don’t have a plan(for now), I have a life that I don't enjoy and I’m not curious about the future — but the fact remains, I don’t always feel strongly about being alive and sometimes, on particularly bad days, I truly want to die.